Wednesday, August 06, 2008
Semangat Baru di Hari Rabu
Ok, I called him yesterday, bt he was too busy to talk properly. I don't even think he was paying attention to anything I said or asked anyway. Didn't get much out of him either. Didn't even got the chance to finish questioning him! So much for my long list of questions.
I'd be lying if I said I wasn't disappointed. Of course I am! I texted Nini and told her all about it and she was very encouraging. I'm just worried that things won't settle down in time. I was all ready to give up (oklah, not really actually, bt I do need to whine ok, and pretend that I am all defeated) and even told myself that things will never go smoothly. So let's forget it before too much is being invested in this.
But that was until a few minutes back. I know that I have to proceed with it, for the good of my future, for whatever it's worth. I know I have to make sure things go smoothly and I have to smoothen out any creases. I know I have the support from Nini and Khairul and maybe Vina, and maybe even Afni. Plus my family. I have to do this as I am left with almost no choice. It's a do or die. Well, the other alternative is of course go for overseas posting, bt let's still be optimistic and keep that to the last resort.
I want this so bad. So I have to make it happen.
And it will happen. InsyaAllah...
Posted by DiStUrBeD AnGeL at 10:45 AM